Happy Birthday Sweet Nate!

Our not so little guy is 4!!

Unfortunately the flu got him on his birthday, but he did perk up the day after his birthday enough to blow out the candles on his cupcakes!

Happy Birthday my sweet sweet Nate! Everyday is an adventure with you, and I look forward to another year of chasing you around!

My One Word for 2013 = IMPACT

I have decided this year to hop on the "One Word" train and after much thought, this is what I came up with.

im·pact  (mpkt)

n.

1. The striking of one body against another; collision.

2. The force or impetus transmitted by a collision.

3. The effect or impression of one thing on another: 

4. The power of making a strong, immediate impression:

I personally love definitions 3 and 4...and it's those definitions that I am after. 

I had thought of the word impact the other day....in the shower to be honest...it is the one place where I can gather a few quiet thoughts without children interrupting every 2 minutes! 

So I had impact, and a few other words that I was tossing around, asking God which one I should choose, what I wanted to go after...what do I want to see when I look back at 2013? Impact was high on the list...I want to make an impression...in my walk with the Lord, with my family, in my little Homeschool, in my friendships, in my church, in my community. I am honestly tired of just "living day to day" and not really feel like I'm doing anything important...of course raising 3 kids is important, my marriage is important. But I am yearning for more...I can do more...God can do more in me...through me.

We come to New Years Day. We had traveled to Shreveport, Louisiana to see my brother in law play in a worship concert for New Years Eve. We had a great time with him and his wife and rung in the new year at our hotel with pizza and yummy snacks. The worship concert was awesome and the presence of the Lord was heavy..what a way to bring in the new year. 

On New Years Day we headed home back to Fort Worth. As we drove down the freeway in Dallas I saw in the corner of my eye a car spinning out of control, and heading straight for us. (We were in the far left hand lane, this car was skidding over from the second right hand lane. Keep in mind this is a 5 lane freeway) My husband places his hand across my chest and says, "It's ok, we're good, we're good" he then takes his hand back to the steering wheel to try to navigate around this car that had decided to come to a rest directly in front of us, as it collided with the cement barricade. I see that we are in fact going to connect with this car, but on the back end...I think we are just going to clip him. We can't move over as there is a truck pulling a horse trailer beside us, and cement barricade on the other...we were trapped in this little spot but Jake was almost at a complete stop...then BOOM! IMPACT as we are nailed by the truck that was traveling behind us. 

That truck just made an impact on my life. And not in a good way. 

The sound of the collision and the sound of my children in the back seat screaming will never leave my mind. But praise God we drive a nice big Dodge Ram and it took that impact well...sure the truck is pretty banged up, but as for me and my family, we all came out ok. I am in the worst shape with some whiplash, but other then that, we are all ok. 

So for 2013 I want to be that truck that hit us...that truck that made it's presence known...but in a good way...to reach out, to take opportunities to serve in all areas! God please take my little life, I give you full reign, and let me be your tool to spread your word and your love.